& i can’t take back 
the nail i pried away
that i drove to hold 
me close to you
my hands now far away 
from your tasty ways 
what a drop 
i can now make 
splash into your craze
from the dusty bones
i pulled myself from that grave
quiet away far from 
your touch your sight your breath
how you live like you're alive
i’m not sure i can relate
i’m sure i cannot relate
& i know the way or
i did when i lived while i drove you there
you close to me
my heart’s so close   warm
back then you craved
hold your hand
i’m like well-behaved imagine taking a spin
split down the sides
like an oddity   cast the crew
not someday a better way
shake eight ball ink spilt fold me
lock not once tack in place
somewhere sun wakes me end of dream